Get A Life.

I so need to reorganize get a life.
All I have been doing everyday is watching TV and playing games, while facebooking and twittering concurrently. I seemed to keep putting my life on hold until the release of A levels results this friday.

And then what?

I do well, good for me. I might finally get into a local university and shut my mother up once for all on all the financial woes my family is facing or how my other cousins are much more successful than I am or how my other aunts keep asking her if I will ever go into university.

If I don't do well? I honestly won't know what to do. These few days weeks, I have been convincing the third time will be the charm and I won't have to worry about my results. Maybe I am just running from my problems until it finally happen. I mean, not that worrying about it now can change anything.

Just going to pray that this time, I will finally do well.
Save me from all this shit.